I am an heir to a jagged edged apprehension:
no one and no thing will claim me
and,
by claiming,
teach me to claim myself.
As I race toward the grave
mainlining self-doubt,
snorting regret,
confusing mere stimulation for feeling and
pulse for life;
My repreve comes in
the echo of a soul writ large,
a voice laced with crystal sugar and
dichotomy;
singing of joyful misery without the
oft obligatory shame.
It is a voice that
repeats a vow I had only heard before
in dreams;
a promise
to cry my tears when I can't.
*Written in tribute to Amy Winehouse. I wanted to express what her music has meant to me. Artists have the power to transform the consciousness of others, but they can pay a heavy price for that power. I hope that Amy has the peace in death that she could not find in life.
Great tribute in verse, really brought through your feeling toward her work.
ReplyDeleteto cry my tears when i can't yes this is a fine tribute to a creative soul taken too soon...
ReplyDeleteoh this made me sad... this is a lovely, strong tribute. I miss amy... she's one of my fav singers ever..
ReplyDeleteLovely tribute !
ReplyDeleteGood point, how she sang her truth without the 'obligatory shame'!
ReplyDeleterace toward the grave the grave was cool. does it mean you are living a wild life, close to death? does it mean as you get older, it seems like you are racing to death. could mean so many things.
ReplyDelete..sadly lines.. and you did give justice with that tribute.. she would love it, i know...(:
ReplyDeleteThanks for the poem.
~Kelvin S. M.
Gorgeous tribute.
ReplyDeleteThis is a touching tribute, I feel you captured her torment so well here. Enjoyed this write ~ Rose
ReplyDeleteA wonderful tribute to an amazing talent
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